AndDracocutshimoff,becausehe’sreadyforthis,he’sbeenreadywiththesewordsforsolong,andhejustneedstotry,onelasttime.“I’mnotsomeoneyoushouldbefriendswith,Potter.”
“Malfoy.”Pottersays,likeawarning.“You’restartingwiththatcrapagain.”
“It’snotcrap,”Dracoaffirms.Hecanfeelthewellofemotionsrisingupagain,theshame,theguilt,andtheneedtoescapefromit,andit’smakingtheedgesofhisvisiongodark.Heinhalessharply,strugglestokeephimselfhere.“It’s…Peopleareobviouslygoingtotalk,youknow.Thisisn’tgoingtobethelasttime,andthere’sreallynothingelsethattheycansayaboutmethathasn’talreadybeensaid,butyou—you’regoingtogettheworstofit.HarryPotterbeingfriendswithanex-DeathEater,someonewho’salittleinsane—”
Ahandclosesaroundhisfingers,gripsthemtightandfirm.Dracopullshimselfback,fightshiswaybackfromthecomfortabledarknessinhishead,towardsthegrounding,exhilaratingrealityofthehandholdinghis.
Whenhereturns,completelyreturns,Potter’ssittingonhisbed,stillholdinghishand,andlookingstraightathim.
“Idon’treallycareaboutwhatHarryPotterthosepeopleareimagining,”Potterismurmuring.“ThisHarryPotterwantstobefriendswiththatex-DeathEater,someonewho’salittleinsane.”
Dracochuckles,smilesathimweakly.“Salazar,Potter,youdidn’thavetoagreewiththeinsanepart.”
Pottersmilesbackathim.“Yourwords,notmine.Andlook.Youfoughtitoff,didn’tyou?”
Hedid.Hedid.Andhedoesn’tknowifit’sbecauseit’sthefirsttimehe’smanagedtostophimselffromfallingintherabbitholehismindhasmade,orifit’sbecauseoftheprideinPotter’seyesashelooksathim,orPotterwantingtostaywithhim,thathefindshiseyesbecomingwarm.
“Yeah.”Hisvoiceisshaking.“Thanks.”
Potterstillhasn’tletgoofhishand.“Wellthen,hasitconvincedyou?”
It’smakingDracohaveahardtimeconcentrating.“What?”
“Havethelettersconvincedyoutoleavemealone?”
AndPotter’stooclose,toonear,andthereisatraitoroushopecrawlinguphisstomachandswellinginhischestatPotter’sproximity,hiswords,thewayhe’slookingathim.“No.”
“I’mglad.”There’sacrinkleatthecornerofPotter’seyeswhenhesmiles,andDracohatesit,asmuchashehatesthewayPotter’sthumbisslowlytracingcirclesagainsthispalm.ThereispinkcolouringPotter’scheeksandhehatesthat,too.“I,err,IsupposethisisagoodtimetotellyouthatIdon’thaveexactlyinnocentintentionsin,uhm,beingfriendswithyou.”
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