“I’mnotusedtopeoplelikeyoulovingme.”Dracodoesn’tlookathim.“Thewarleftitsmarkonthebadguys,too.”
“Idon’tthinkyou’reabadguy.”
“Andthat’sprobablythebiggestdifferencebetweenus.”
Harrystaresathim,notknowinghowtofixthesuddenriftthathadappeared,butitseemsthathedoesn’thaveto,becauseDracoturnstohim,facepaleandjawsetlikeheispreparingforapunchtotheface,andheknowsthattheoldMalfoyhasshoweduptothefight.
“Youwantthetruth?”Dracoisn’twaitingforananswer,butHarrynodsanyways.“ThetruthisthatIcareaboutyoualot,andmaybethiswholetimewe’retogetherIwaswaitingforsomeonetoshowmehowitwasn’thappening,howthiswasn’trealoryoudidn’twantmebecauseitjustseemedtoogoodtobetrue.AndIwassoafraidofthatthatIstartedlookingforwarningsignsthatweren’teventhere,andyoumadethiscomment—Iforgetwhatitwas,really,becauseitwasthatinsignificant—abouthowIshouldstartlookingforplaces,too,andIthoughtthatyoudidn’twantmetocomewithyou,whichmeantthatyoucouldnotthinkaboutmethesamewayIthinkaboutyou,becauseyou,Harry,areitforme,too.”
Harrydoesn’thavearesponseatfirst,becauseheremembersthecomment(andhowstupid,becauseheonlymeantthatHarrywantedDraco’sopinion,notthathewastryingtothrowhimoutonthestreet)anditwasbeforetheyevengotthecottage,whichmeantthatthismusthavebeenneedlinginDraco’sbrainforweeks.
“Youhadtohaveknownthatwasn’twhatImeant.”ThereweretearsburninginHarry’seyesandheblinkedthemaway.“Didn’tyou?”
“WellIalmostboughtaflatinLondon,soI’dsaythatIdidn’t.”
“Ijustwantedyoutobehappy,soIwastryingtosaythat—thatyoudidn’tjusthavetofollowme,orwhatever,thatitwasn’tmydecision,itwasourdecision.That’sall.”Hewasfrantic,desperateforDracotounderstandthis.“Iwastryingtoletyouknowthatwewereonequalfootingwiththis.”
(There’sanotherthought,onethathedoesn’twanttofocuson,abouthowmaybeDracodidn’twanttoliveinthecottageafterall,butcomeon.Harryhadbuilthimapotionslab,forMerlin’ssake.)
“AndIknewthat.Logically.”Dracoliftedoneshoulderapologetically.“ButIalsoknewthatyoucouldchangeyourmindanytime.”
“I’mnotchangingmymind,Draco.”Andeventhoughit’smuchtoosoon,possiblyevenunwanted,consideringhowbadlyHarryhadapparentlyscrewedthingsup,headds,“Iloveyou.”
ItcancelsoutwhateverresponseDracohadbeenforming.“Youdo?”
“OfcourseIdo.Draco,youstupid,stupidman.”Distantly,heregistersthatDracodoesnotsayitback,butHarrydoesn’tthinkonitforlong,juststumblesforwardandsinkstohiskneesinfrontofhim,claspstheirhandstogether.“OfcourseIwantyouweresupposedtocomewithme.Thatwasneverevenaquestion.”
“Inyourmind.”Dracowassmilingnow,tearsslippingoverontohischeeks,andHarrycounteditasawin.“Planlettingmeinonitnexttime,won’tyou,Harry?”
Harrysmiled.Aslongastheyweretalkingofnexttimes,hefiguredtheywouldbeokay.
Chapter42
Harry
Whenitcomestimeforthemtomovein,he’salmostcaughtoffguard.
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