“Luna.”
Potterstilled.“Whatdidshetellyou?”
Dracocouldseetheuneaseinhiseyes.HesuspectedPotterdidn’trealisehowmuchLunaknew,howsheandtherestofhisfriendshadputthepiecestogether;butheseemedtobecontemplatingthepossibilitytheymighthavecaughton.Itobviouslyterrifiedhim.
“CanIsitdown?”Dracoasked,pointingataspotbesidePotter.Heseemedreluctantbutslowlymovedasidetomakesomeroom.AsDracowalkeduptohim,Potter’sexpressionhardened.Heavoidedhisgaze,hugginghiskneesclosetohischest.
“Thisisn’tanintervention,”Dracosaid,carefullysittingdown.“Ijustwanttotalk.IneverwouldhavesaidthosethingstoyouifIhadknown…”Hebrokeoff,unsureofhowtophraseit.WhatLunahadtoldhimsoundedplausiblebuthewantedtohearitfromPotter.“Igenuinelythought—IthoughtitwasabouttheDarkMark.Oraboutyou…notreallywantingme.”Ittooksomuchtosaythesewordsoutloud.Theywereeasilyyelledinafight.ButnowthatheknewPotterwasbattlingdifferentdemons,hewasmoreinclinedtoshowPotterhisowninsecurities.
“It’sgotnothingtodowithyou,”Pottermurmured,staringathisknees.“Well,it’sgoteverythingtodowithyou,butthat—”Hesighed.“Ijust—IhatethatIfeelthisway,but…Ican’tdoanythingaboutit.”
“Howdoyoufeel?”
“Idon’twantto—”
“Iknowyoudon’twanttotalkaboutit.ButhowamIsupposedtounderstandifyoudon’ttellme?”Potter’sfeaturestwistedintosomethingtortured.Whenitwasclearhewasn’tgoingtosayanything,Dracoadded,“Ineedtoknow,Potter.Otherwise,wereallyaredone.”
Itsoundedharsherthanhehadmeantit.Whathehadwantedtosaywasthattheywouldn’tstandachanceiftheyweren’tcompletelyhonestwitheachother.Thethoughthorrifiedhim,buthedidn’twantPottertogoonlikethisandheknewassoonasPotterwouldopenup,he’dexpectthesamefromhim.Itwasn’tsomethingDracowasparticularlylookingforwardto,buthewaswillingtotry.
“That’snotfair,”Pottermurmured,hisfacesetinastubbornscowl.
“Noneofthisisfair,”Dracoretorted.“Look,youtoldmeyouwereworriedaboutdisappointingpeople,butforgetaboutthat.Youshouldn’tcareaboutwhatotherpeoplethink.”
“Iknowthat,”Pottermuttered.“But…Icareaboutwhatyouthink.”
Dracopaused.Thiskindofsentimentalitywasn’texactlysomethinghewasusedto.AndwhilehementallyadmittedhefeltthesamewayaboutPotter,hecouldn’tshakethecrushingsenseofresponsibilityPotterhadjustburdenedhimwith.So…whatnow?Thiswasgettingthemnowhere.DracowonderedhowfarhecouldgowithouthurtingPotterunnecessarily.Healwaysactedsostrongandconfident,buthehadshownDracoglimpsesofhisvulnerablesideandifthatwasn’tanindicationhetrustedDraco,whatwas?
“So…”Dracobrushedtheduvetwithhisfingertips,searchingfortherightwords.“Lunashowedme…themagazines.”
Heinstantlyknewhedidn’tneedtoexplainanyfurther.ThelookonPotter’sfacesaideverything.
“Sheknows,”hewhispered,resignationringingloudlyinhisvoice.
“Yeah.She’sworriedaboutyou.”Tentatively,heputhishandonPotter’sknees.“I’mworriedaboutyou.”
Apparently,thathadbeenthewrongthingtosay.Potterlookedup,hiseyesfullofdefensiveness.
“Iknowit’snotnormal,”hesaid.“IknowI’mafreak.”
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